David Cruz (b.2002) is currently studying at The University of Texas at Arlington

-Recently, I often find myself questioning the components of my identity that make up who I am as a person. Now more than ever have I been having a challenging time trying to comprehend all these aspects of myself while also trying to keep myself from unwinding. It has been looming over me so much that it has put me in a sort of limbo where I do not know what I am anymore, if I was ever human to begin with.

In my work, I reflect on the influences from my past and present that have shaped me into who I am today. From my struggles with my hyper-sexuality, to the pressure of embodying an idealized “queer” image, internalized homophobia, and the struggles of my self image I explore these themes through a crude sense of humor and self-loathing tone.

Using Mixed materials like beads, expanding foam, and chalk pastels I aim to explore and create a space where the viewer can reflect on their own vices and what makes their sense of self. My art is an acknowledgement of my insecurities and an opportunity to pause and reflect on my so-called self-care journey. It’s an appreciation of who I was and will continue to be as I continue to go through my daily life. Through my work I look to create a space for personal catharsis and broader reflection on the complexities of identity and to hopefully find my own inner peace.